I forgot to mention

In my english GCSE we had to write a blog entry…

IT WAS SO GOOD! HEHE 

Sometimes I feel okay and then I’m like wow that was a really nice 45 seconds

  • person: hey wanna hang out
  • thoughts: omfg how do i get myself out of this

horrror:

im sorry im never good enough im sorry im sorry but sometimes i try so hard and i dont know what you want me to be so please just tell me so i can be exactly what i need to be please

  • paranoia: They're laughing at you, all of them. They think you look weird. They think you look awful, like shit. They're laughing at you because you're ugly. They pity you. They're glad they are nothing like you at all, you freak.

takeoffyourpantsandjagket:

have you ever just been sitting next to one of your guy friends and thought 

holy fuck he has a penis

coepi:

things i am scared of doing: 

  • ordering food in a restaurant 
  • walking down a busy high street on my own 
  • talking to people on the phone 
  • eating in front of people 
  • asking for help in a shop 
  • meeting new people 
  • being in a big crowd of people with a lot of people i don’t know 

the future looks bright for me